Sebastian still felt like the world's shittiest boyfriend and he had maybe briefly entertained the idea of getting really drunk and finding some guy to blow him somewhere that Blaine would catch them, just so he'd have to break up with him and he could move on to someone better. But that would actually be the douchiest thing that he had ever done.

Instead he asked Blaine to move in with him.



Ещё я скучаю по маме.
Ну или по какому-то чувству, связанному с мамой.